Observing Who I Am

In the end I'm fighting the child I used to be; pretending to be the dictator I want to be; but really being the ordinary girl I AM.

In my reality the demon within is a child and the child is me.

Within the vessel my body serves as are a great number of people. This piece is old in relation to my progress of figuring out who I am. In the green is the girl I am outwardly, having my good days and my bad days, but generally remaining fairly neutral in others observations. I watch as the people I am or could have been fight for dominance of past and future with some effect on who I am in the present and in my own life. Dictator Lady ((Blue) who should be renamed shortly) can be easily toppled over by the child, Self (Pink), the girl I used to be.

Recently, I realized that Cutesy is more than likely Nightmare, the Abyssal Monster, who has manifested as the adult that Self would have turned out to be. I'm still fairly confused with this whole ordeal, but it should be worked out soon enough with all the empty time I have in the summer.